My Little Journal

Random thoughts or word vomit I need to release.

Dear Universe

I just want to make a post saying thank you. For everything you have provided me with, the house i live in and the bed I sleep on. I know there are many out there in this world who have it much harder than me, but you have provided me with everything i have so that I can make myself a better person and leave this world not only helping one, but hopeful helping many. You have provided me with a spirit that is different from many other ruthless evil people in this world. I do have morals, and although not everything may be justified, I try my best to do unto others as they would do unto me…or have done unto me. As I grow older I want to become a better person than I am today, I am fully understanding that the people you put in my life are in all ways suppose to make me better. whether it is to help me realize that I need to challenge them and prove them wrong, to learn from their mistakes and make sure I do not make the same, or for them to bestow knowledge an wisdom upon me so I may know better. I know that everyone is not perfect, and so I will try to see the best in people but still remain smart and aware of the negative so I can remain untouched by that aspect of the person. I won’t to give everyone I come across more love, I want people to feel a good aura from me, I want them to walk away from a conversation with me full of happiness. I know not all confrontations will lead to happiness and not everything will go exactly as I plan. All I ask for is an opportunity at the right time to give myself everything I imagine because there is nothing wrong with wanting something better for yourself.

— 2 days ago

Good morning Universe, today I’m going to do well on my Economics final. and tomorrow I’m going to get an A on my cultural diversity final. All I need is a B as a minimum on this final today, is it okay if I get a B..or an A today? I can do that. So that I no longer have to worry about these stupid classes for the rest of the semester.

— 2 days ago
Dear God and Dear Universe

Please give me an opportunity to talk to that lady, she’s so close I can almost touch her. Please give me an opportunity to work for her PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! I want to work for COSMOPOLITAN !!

— 3 days ago